MOM I AM SO S-I-C-K OF CRYING MANY THINGS AND U A BIG ONE BIG TIME I CANT SEEM TO LET YOU GO AND DONT WANT TO I AM SO TIRED OF BEING UN-HAPPY I MISS YOU AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT I HAD TILL NOW ALOT OF THINGS I CANT BELIEVE SOME STUFF AND WHERE AND THE HECK R U I THOUGHT UR PRESENCE SPIRIT WOULD HAVE BEEN SUPER STRONG ? YOU HAVE KNOWN/KNOW JESUS I DONT UNDERSTAND THAT THEIR ARENT MORE SPIRITUAL THINGS I LOVE YOU I WISH THE GUILT WOULD GO AWAY AND WHAT THE HECK IS RICKY LEE UP TO WATCH OVER HIM AND UR PLACE THANKS 4 EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE GOD I MISS YOU CANT CALL SEE U NOTHING AND IT STINKS ITS NOT FAIR I AM SICK OF BEEING IN PAIN AND SORROW MYSELF IT GETS O-L-D I KNOW/KNEW HOW YOU FELT AT TIMES AND I AM SOOOOOO VERRRRRRRRRRY SORRRRRRY FORGIVE ME ROSEBUD/ROSE OF SHARON MY MOM MY BEAUTIFUL MOM