"GOD" I "MISS" YOU,"WISH" I COULD "SEE" YOU/"FEEL" YOU,IT IS "SOOOOOOOOOOO" "EXTREMELY" "HARD" STILL TO DEAL WITH "LOSING" YOU,THE "REGRET" THE "WOULD'VE" "SHOULD'VE" "COULD HAVE'S" IT WILL "NEVER" BE THE SAME-EVER WITHOUT YOU ): IT "TEARS" ME UP,IT'S STILL LIKE THE FIRST DAY-"HURTS" LIKE "HELL" WHATEVER "HELLS" LIKE,"HOPE" I NEVER HAVE TO BE THERE 4-EVER..I HAVE BEEN DOING MY "VERY-BEST" TO TAKE CARE OF THIS "BEAUTIFUL" HOME THAT YOU AND DAD CREATED,IT'S HARD TO "MOVE" YOUR THINGS AROUND OR TO GIVE THEM AWAY,YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN GIVING AWAY SOME "JEWELRY" TO MY "NIECES" AND I KNOW YOU DON'T MIND,THEY CAN PLAY DRESS UP AND STUFF,THERE IS SOOOOOO MUCH STUFF,IT IS "REALLY" "OVERWHELMING" AT TIMES, BEEN TAKING CARE OF ALL THE PLANTS/INSIDE/OUT,THEY ARE ALL DOING "REALLY-GOOD" GETTING "BIG" ESPECIALLY OUTSIDE.... DAD IS IN "FLAGSTAFF" CAMPING/WORKING/FISHING I AM SURE YOU HAVE TO KNOW,I SURE "HOPE" SO "PLEASE" WATCH OVER "ALL" OF US YOU HAVE TO BE AN "ANGEL" AND WE "NEED" YOUR "HELP" TO "COPE" EACH DAY,ESPECIALLY ME/DAD ABOUT THE "LOSS" OF YOUR "PHYSICAL BODY/PRESENCE" I "LOVE" YOU/"MISS" YOU/"NEED" YOU 4-EVER,THERE'S A PART OF ME THAT "THINKS" YOU ARE COMING BACK HERE,I DON'T KNOW WHY,JUST SEEMS THAT YOU ARE ON VACATION,BUT WILL RETURN TO US WITH NO MORE HEALTH PROBLEMS THAT YOU HAD AN HINDERED YOU..THIS IS THE "HARDEST" THING IN MY "LIFE" I GOTTA GO FOR NOW,"THANKS" FOR BEING MY "MOM" 4-EVER,I WILL NEVER "FORGET" YOU,I AM GONNA LIGHT YOU ANOTHER CANDLE,LOVE CINDY KAY/ROSEBUD........
CINDY KAY ROSEBUD
28th May 2013
